ok i just realised that i have just jinxed myself with my last entry... if u scroll down a little u'll c that i had "FUCK I CRASHED MY CAR" as my title... n guess what? my car is now crashed... but not by me! no no i was at school... twas by some idiot who doesn't know how to reverse... fuckwit.. n my mom was driving my car at the time... -.-

either way... formal was on saturday... n it was alright... i had more fun than i did last year so... yay!! people kept on stepping on the trail of my dress which was pretty annoying.. n i had to hold it up the whole time so ppl don't step on it n rip my dress on the dance floor... i also had food spilled on my lap which was pretty bad... but other than that twas a pretty good night ^^

HAH! GOTCHA! no i didn't...

but ne ways... i realise that i haven't posted in a LONG time... so here r a few things that i'm not looking forward to.. if ne1 even cares that is...

x formal
x weekend workload
x the next part of my methods sac
x meeting with ms tooke to discuss my studio art folio

yay... i have nothing else to say... so here's a song... i dun remember if i've posted it already but... oh well

Love at First Fright -- Murderdolls

When I saw you piss on the rug,
my heart fluttered
And I knew it was love, true love
All the things that you said and did to your mom
I knew you were the only one, the only one for me

Go and call the priest
So he can exorcize me
Be my ghoul tonight...

Regan it was love at first fright, first fright
Love at first fright, first fright
Regan it was love at first fright, first fright
Love at first fright, first fright

I’d love it if you’d spin your head for me
Or vomit a beautiful pea soup green
So beautifully
Across you stomach it said, help me
I gotta’ know will you marry me
Captain howdy

When I saw you piss on the rug,
My heart fluttered
And I knew it was love, true love
And on your stomach it said, help me
I gotta’ know will you marry me, captain howdy

yeah yeah... the lyrics r a bit yucky but the song's good^^

right now it is 4th period on a wednesday... i have a spare but i can't go home coz i have a 5th... god damit i hate school... ><
just did two sacs this morning... must admit they were easier than i had expected.. but then that's probably coz i over prepared... i actually like over preparing now... makes my life a whole lot easier...

ne ways... so everything is starting to take shape... i got my formal dress n had somewhat thought about the accessories... limo is being arranged at this moment... date is still not here yet but table seatings r all set and apparently sarah is organising an after party? good good^^
it must be said though... i really do hate formals (despite the fact that i really do enjoy dressing up)... it's just... annoying!! all the organising and the decision making... not to mention how much money one could blow on these things, espcially when that somebody is me... coz i'm just... stupid...

ne ways... i'm excited coz the easter break is coming up n we get FIVE DAYS OFF!! WOOOOOOOOT!!! tis soooo about time i caught up on some sleep... -.-... i looked out the window of the bus this morning at this sign and saw DOUBLE! i dunno if it's just coz my eyes r getting worse n worse or coz i need sleep but... I NEED SLEEP!!

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10 Firsts

First Name: wendy
First Best Friend:either Just or Sissi
First Screenname: dun remember
First Pet name: oh gosh... ummm... dun remember either
First Piercing: ears
First Crush: this kid from kindergarten.. 
First CD: lol this is embarassing... twas something by the backstreet boys... haha
First School: uhhh... some primary school in shanghai
First grade teacher: Ms Xie
First House Location: somewhere in shanghai
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9 Lasts

Last Time You Smoked: i don't smoke! tis a disgusting habit that shall be banned everywhere and anywhere!!
Last Food You Ate: meatloaf from last night
Last Car Ride: i dun think my parents had given me a ride in a while...
Last Movie You Watched: a tiny little bit of SAVED! 
Last Phone Call: jenny
Last Bubble Bath You took: hmmm... now THAT has been a while...
Last Song You listened to: well i can't really remember... coz i fell asleep with the ipod plugged into my ears... so i really dunno which one the last song was...

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8 Have You Evers

Have You Ever Dated a Best Friend: no!
Have You Ever Been Arrested? no
Have You Ever Been on TV? yes
Have You Ever Eaten Sushi? yes... yummmm
Have You Ever been kissed in the rain? no
Have You Ever Been on a Blind Date? no
Have You Ever Been out of the Country? yes
Have You Ever Done something you Still Regret Today? hell yes! sorry to bring this up again but i should NEVER have gotten that haircut!
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7 Things You are Wearing

1. shirt
2. pj pants
3. bath robe
4. undies
5. necklace
6. earrings
7. n that's about it...

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6 Things You've Done Today
(these answers in the next few categories are in no particular order)

1. got up
2. sat in front of the tv... without swtiching it on
3. came on the net
4. ...
5. ...
6. i only got up not even an hour ago u know..

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5 Favorite Things

1. THIcK crayons
2. my dir en grey ring -- thanQ mitz!!
3. brown paper bags
4. pringles chips
5. visual diaries

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4 People You Most Trust

1. mom
2. dad
3. jenny
4. remo

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3 Choices

1. Computer or Telephone: depends
2. Bam Margera or Jensen Ankles: BAM
3. Dogs or Cats: dogs all the way

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2 Things you got for Christmas:

1. a jewelry case/box
2. expired jelly beans... lol they came in a nice tin can though... which my mom took off of me coz she collects them... so really i just got expired jelly beans... lol

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1 Person You Want to See: oh gosh where do i begin...

so i really dunno what to say atm... there's really nothing much to be said... so here everybody... another post of song lyrics... i reckon everybody should look up n download this song... or ask me for it... coz tis a good song... and no... this song isn't screamo or metal or what ever... the girl's voice is b.e.a.utiful~~

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don’t trip
Don’t fall
You’ll lose it all
The sweetest way to die
It lies inside
You can not hide
It’s the meanest fire
Oh, it’s a strange desire
You can not lie
That’s a needless fight

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don’t trip
Don’t fall
You’ll lose it all
The sweetest way to die

When your blood runs dry
You’re paralyzed
It will eat your mind
Did you hold it back
It comes to you in slow attacks
It’s the meanest fire

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don’t trip
Don’t fall
You’ll lose it all

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don’t trip
Don’t fall
You’ll lose it all

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip
Don’t trip
Don’t fall
You’ll lose it all

The sweetest way to die

say goodnight and go -- imogen heap

Say goodnight and go

Skipping beats, flashing jeeps
I am struggling
Daydreaming, been sitting, the corner cafe
And I'm left in bits, recovered tectonic, trembling
You get me everytime

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home
You've got your headphones on
And your dancing
Got lucky, beautiful shot
You're taking everything off

Watch the curtains, wide open
And you fall in the same routine
Flicking through the TV
Relaxed and reclining
And you think you're alone

Oh why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

One of these days
You'll miss your train, and come stay with me
It's always say goodnight and go
We'll have drinks and talk about things
And any excuse to stay awake with you
You'd sleep here, I'd sleep there
But then the heating may be down again
At my convenience
We'd be good, we'd be great together
Go

Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Why is it always, always

Goodnight and Go

Goodnight and Go!

here is a random quote that i encountered while doing maths today, though it may have nothing to do with maths... i still thought it'd be nice to post it... coz i haven't made any entries that isn't about quizes for a loong time..

"i see ur face with every punch i take, every bone i break, it's all for u" -- yellowcard - gifts and curses

001. What is the best way to get over someone?
find somebody new

002. What makeup do you wear on a daily basis?
eyeliner

003. Is your AIM away message on?
i don't use AIM

004. If you could eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be?
noodlebox?? haha

005. What curse word do you use the most?
shit

006. Do you own an ipod?
yes.. but i want a new one...

007. Who on your Myspace "Top 8" do you talk to the most?
mmm.. no idea... comes in phases...

008. What time is your alarm clock set for?
6:30 during school terms

009. Have you ever bid for something on ebay?
nope, i've never even been on ebay

010. Do you wear flip-flops even when its cold outside?
hell no... i dun like putting my feet through hell

011. Where do you buy your groceries from?
either coles or safeway... my mom goes to bh sometimes... not often though

012. Would you rather take the picture or be in the picture?
be in the picture... caitlin's rubbed off on me.. a lot

013. What was the last movie you watched?
mmm something on foxtel..

014. Do any of your friends have children?
ha no

015. If you won the lottery, whats the first thing you would buy?
a bottle of water.. lol

016. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
only every single day of my life

017. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep faster?
nope.. i can sleep as soon as i hit the pillow

018. What CD is currently in your CD player?
the living end

019. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate

020. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
haha ummm... i dunno if i've told jenny a secret this week... but yes i think somebody's told me a secret this week...

021. When was the last time someone hit on you?
mmmmmmm... lol i dun remember

022. What did you have for dinner?
chinese food... haha

023. What is your biggest fear?
right now..? failing vce

024. What color is your car?
i think it's GOING TO be black... i'm not sure...

025. Can you whistle?
nope

026. What is your favorite Christmas//winter movie?
nightmare before xmas

027. Do you make your own jewellery?
sometimes

028. Have you ever participated in a protest?
nope... i wanted to though. against kfc...

029. Who was the last person to call you?
i don't remember

030. What is your favorite ride at an amusement park?
the ferris wheel... haha

031. What is something you must do everyday?
wake up.. ha!

032. Have you ever dated one of your best friends?
nahhh

033. What area code are you in right now?
3106

034. Did you watch cartoons as a child?
yes! and i still do!

035. How big is your local mall?
not big at all... it sucks! that's y i never go there

036. What is your job title?
i wonder around the streets jobless

037. What do you miss most?
mmm... the holidays?? oh wait.. i'm on holidays... HOLIDAYS WITHOUT HW THEN^^

038. Would you ever sky dive?
NO!

039. What are you allergic to?
a certain type of food dye

040. What is your biggest regret?
mm i dun think i have any big regrets

041. Have you ever had Jamba Juice?
nope, what is it? 

042. When was the last time you laughed so hard your sides hurt?
a few nights ago

043. What movies do you know every line to?
the lion king! and spongebob squarepants!

044. Do you own any band t-shirts?
yep^^ and i lurrrrve them!

045. What is your favorite candle scent?
vanilla

046. How many aunts and uncles do you have?
1 aunt n 1 uncle... not including my parents' cousins

047. When was your last plane ride?
when i went to italy, last year... i think...

048. Do you crack your knuckles?
yes...

049. How many chairs are at your dining room table?
6

050. What is your favorite salad dressing?
yeah... italian's the way to go

051. Do you read for fun?
sometimes

052. Can you speak any languages other than English?
yup

053. Where is your cell phone?
ummm... no idea...

054. Do you do your own dishes?
most of the time

055. What color is your bedroom painted?
cream + tuscan pink

056. Are your parents divorced?
nope

057. Have you ever cried in public?
i think so... when i was little

059. Which do you make: wishes or plans?
both... more plans... but they never get carried out

060. Are you always trying to learn new things?
not trying to... i just do

061. What messenger programs do you have?
msn

062. Do you shower on a daily basis?
yes... it's kinda gross if u don't

063. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
i wanna get my lip pierced n a tattoo on my inner thigh

064. Do you believe that the guy should pay on the first date?
well if he wants to impress me then yes... but it won't be a pull back or anything if he doesn't

065. Can you skim rocks?
nope :(

067. Have you ever been to Jamaica?
no but i'd like to one day.. looks pretty there... bananas~~~~~~

068. What do you like to snack on at the movie theatres?
thin's light n tangy chips

069. Who was your favorite teacher?
mr dean from yr 6

070. Have you ever dated someone out of your race?
yes

071. What is the weather like?
it's dark right now... but i guess tis ok...

072. Would you ever date someone covered in tattoos?
probably not.. but if it's possibly we'd be great fds

073. Do you have an online journal?
wtf do u think this is u punk??

074. Did you ever play Capture the Flag in school?
yes... lol i didn't like the idea of ppl tugging at my shorts

075. What was your favorite class in high school?
fashion

076. Do you sleep on your side, tummy, or back?
all three

077. What personality trait is a must have in the opposite sex?
humour... he HAS to know how to make me laugh

078. Have you ever been attracted to someone physically unattractive?
yes

079. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
mmmmm probably a few days ago..? lol

080. What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
baileys

081. If you were born the opposite sex, what would your name have been?
my chinese name would've been the same as it is now... yes...i have a boy's name

082. Do you like your living arrangement?
yes...? i'm not quite sure what this means...

083. Has anyone ever called you spoiled?
it's hard to believe.. but yes, they have

084. What is your mother and father's hometowns?
shanghai

085. Did you ever go to the same school as your parents?
yes.. as BOTH of my parents

086. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
12? lol

087. How much is gas where you live right now?
around 120... for the premium it's 20 more...

088. What was the last thing to scare you?
the sound msn makes when somebody talks to u

089. Do you own a Playstation?
nope

090. How many times have you brushed your teeth today?
1

092. What album did you buy last?
the living end's... ummm.. heavy artilery?? can't remember...

093. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
cbf counting... but prob around 10? i only ever wear like 2 of them though...

094. Are your days full and fast-paced?
depends... most of the time, no 

095. Did you ever get in trouble for talking in class?
yes

096. Is there carpet, wood or tile in the room you're currently in?
carpet

097. Were you a "planned" child?
lol... no idea

098. What is your mom's name?
dana

099. What is your dad's name?
xuming

100. How old will you be turning on your next birthday?
18... yay

EMOTION SURVEY

1. what do you do when you're really mad?
i stomp around slamming doors and punching pillows coz i'm too wussy to punch hard surfaces

2. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
cry

3. ever hurt someone verbally when your mad:
probably...

4. ever hurt someone physically when your mad:
i've probably hit a few ppl...

5. do you curse when you're mad?
yes

Crying Section

1. last time you cried your heart out?
when i got my chinese results

2. ever cried yourself to sleep?
as a matter of fact... yes

3. ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
uhhh... probably not... who wants me to cry on their shoulder??

4. ever cry when you get an injury?
used to when i was younger... now i laugh

5. do certain songs make you cry?
i've come very close to it...

Pain Section
1. what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?
i've kicked a few guys on the crotch... n those weren't in karate class...

2. how depressed can you get?
quite badly

Happy Section
1. are you normally a happy person?
i'd say so... yes... i am

2. what can make you happy?
a lotta random things

3. do you wish you were happier?
oh hell yes... one can never be too happy

4. what about being with your friends makes you happy?
they'r funny ppl n i have a great time hanging out with them... yeah u guys... feel the love! (hope u return it too!)

Love Section
1. have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?
no

2. what happend to number two! ? ! ?
i ate it

3.have you loved someone so much,it made you cry?
no

4.has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?
yes

Hate Section
1. have you ever been on a hate list?
lol... no idea

2. have you ever hated any one that broke your heart?
yes

Self-Esteem Section
1. is your self-esteem extremely low?
not really... but it's not that high either

2.do you believe in yourself?
not really..?

3.when people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you deny you are?
sometimes... depends on how i feel atm...

4. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?
no... i'm not dumb... n hopefully i'm far from fat... i don't wish to be ugly either... :(

5. ever wanted to kill yourself cuz you thought you weren't good enough?
psh SIF

6.are you happy with who you are?
yeah... if u look up perfection in the oxford dictionary... there'll be a picture of me

mmm ok so for the past 3 days i've been going to camberwell boys every day for studio sessions... i did two paintings, a few sketches... some life painting... was pretty fun^^

this morning i woke up early to go to the morning session coz i had life painting in the afternoon but i wanted to finish my painting... so any way... i caught a bus and a train to camberwell but just as i got on the train... it stared POURING!... eeek! so i got to the station... and DUDE it just wouldn't stop raining! i didn't want my hair to get wet n frizz up so i decided to wait the rain out... coz knowing melb weather it'd clear up in no time n the sun'll be shining again n the birds'll be singing n blah blah blah... but NO! 10 mins passed and the damned sky was still pissing rain... so i decided to brave the rain... n it was FREEZING! by the time i got to camberwell boys i looked like a car had just driven into a puddle n splashed water all over me!! T_T poor me~~~~

ne ways... the rest of the day was pretty good though... i went to tashi darling's house n had noodles for lunch... n they were really nice! n i sat in her awesome reading chair n wanted so much to fall asleep... lol